ok i've decided to move back to lj. goodbye everyone. :)

feel like using back my lj. more personal. should i?

sick and tired of myself.

obligations suck ttm. seriously. hate it when people put their hopes on me just because i'm the only one who could help. i know i am. but don't i have my own problems too. i know i'm being selfish. but i just can't take the pressure of carrying so many other's burdens and it suck like seriously. i tried. but i can't. why can't there be other source of help. damn.

When you look, you see reflections of your being. When you listen, you hear echoes of yourself. If you don't like something about what you see and hear, no point in smashing the mirror, change who you are becoming.